I'VE GOT TO SHARE TWO OF MY MOST HILARIOUS DREAMS EVER.

First, you know those giant ants that Javin made? In the art-quariam thing. Ok, that's one. SECONDLY, I watched Acronophobia (or however you spell it) and everytime those spiders appear they make those "sssss" sounds. Ok, that's another. Thirdly, in the show, one part of the roof dropped off while this guy was trying to drill a nail into it. OK, thats one down. Fourthly, teachers are always complaining about our class cleaniness. OK, so here's the dream.

I dreamt that Miss Yeo was talking about our class cleaniness again and everything as usual so I went to take the broom and sweep the floor. So yes, I was sweeping near the door, then my broom hit the door and one piece of the door dropped out (just like in the movie), and suddenly I heard those "sssss" sounds and Javin's giant ants came scrambling out of the door! And i started screaming and the whole class started screeaaaming and miss yeo was like "CALL OM! CALL OM!" And yeah, I woke up.

HAHAHA BUT IT WAS FUNNY PLEASE :D

Second dream.

I dreamt that I had this O level paper at 2.30. And I don't know I was out of my mind or what, I went joggin at like 1.30 and i jogged till belle's busstop at like 1.50pm and i saw her boarding the bus to school, so i went up to ask her why she so early go, then she replied that you can choose to report at 2 or 2.30. then i was like OHHH.... so i continued jogging and reached home at 2.20 totally flummoxed and flabbergasted. so i quickly called wanxing (lol, i dono why wanxing either)

me: omg wanxing! you're still at home too?! (cos i called her home you see)
wx: yaaah, you too!!?
me: yes omg! how how! we're late!! we can never make it in time! how how how!
wx: haiyah, even if we go now they also wont let us into the examination hall, so we might as well just don't go lah!
me: HUUUHH?! DON'T GO?!?! O level leh!!
wx: haiyah, chinese paper mah. end of year can take again, doesn't matter one what.
me: huh.. oh.. ok lor.. don't go ah..

-end of dream-

So yes, wanxing and I ponned our o level paper together. LOL WTH.

And the next day i went to school and told wx about my dream and she told me one of her weirdest dream was that she was chased by an octopus. HAHHAHAA:D and i asked her if the dream occured on land or water. hahaha but i forgot her answr alr lah. but its damn funny anw, chased by octopus. teeheeheeee:D

Shit lah, I don't know what's wrong with my face. I've got sooo much pimples suddenly everywhereeee on my face. WLAAAU SO DEPRESSED PLEASE. must be all the stress. Wait, it can't be from the stress cos I'm not feeling it yet. :/ Damnit. Ok, from now, I'm going to abstain from deep fried + oily + spicy food. RESTRAIN ME PEOPLE. Its alr kind of funny thinking of it alr :X HOW COULD I EVER ABSTAIN FROM TH ABOVE?! :/ Damnit. Forget, I shall tryyyyy. And yes, I'm going to clip up all my fringe in school. Who cares lah, no one to look good for in school anyways. :D I need/want my pimple free face back again. my mom says i look like a 花猫 please. Shitssss.

Friend: what happen.. why you never come school again.. your dentist keep you back untill today ah?

HAHAHAHA. I've got the funniest friends to keep me going even when I feel like my head's going to explode from the pain. :D hahaha cos thursday i was smsing this friend and told this friend that I can't go online cos I'm at my dentist's and friday I didn't go to school therefore that friend smsed me that. LOL. funnaaayyeee:D

sometimes its the most unexpected people that ask about you. :) people like huiwen, belle, bling and that friend mentioned above. :) haha i feel loved :D

oh and my bro bought me this book called "Rich Dad, Poor Dad" wonder what's it about :D

I did 4hours of A Math today. Heh but because I did it by the pool so it was goddamn windy and I had belle's Secret Garden and IL DIVO to keep me going to it didn't feel like 4hours at all :D I must start learning how to burn CDs so that I will not hold belle's CDs in captivity anymore. :(

I dreamt of going Thailand. Lol wth. Then the next day, I dreamt I went cycling. LOL.

Both dreams,
I dreamt of you.

AND CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO DECORATE THE GODDAMN CLASSROOM FOR NATIONAL DAY?! *faints*

I'm so confused,
So is it you or you?

Oh, Debbie came over on Wednesday and told me to do this colorgenics test lah. She said it was from huimin's blog or sth, i forgot.

You feel worn out, physically and mentally. Recently the going has been tough and it looks as if there is still a considerable way for you to go before you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. If only you could put a protecting wall around yourself and cut yourself off from the rest of the world - be it even for only a little while - how wonderful it would be, but you can't - so you need to bear with it. Just when everything will seem at its lowest ebb you will find that there is a turnabout and your problems will seem to find a way of resolving themselves.

You don't feel as if you can go it on your own anymore. You don't want to be taken for granted. You need to be recognised as a 'caring person' and it could be that you are searching to establish a relationship, not necessarily with someone new, but with that someone special who could feel the same way as you do.

It's the old old story - I am misunderstood - my partner (be it in your private life or in business) just doesn't understand me and YOU also believe at this time that you are being completely MISUNDERSTOOD by one and all. It then obviously follows that you naturally feel inhibited and not appreciated. It is perhaps because of this belief that you feel compelled to stand back and let the rest of the world go by. As for developing a firm relationship - inwardly deep down in your subconscious mind you are wary of even trying to get close to another person because you feel that if you open up your heart and feelings you are sure to get hurt. Since you are living in a society where close relationships are the norm, you feel that there is that need to conform, but any close relationships of any magnitude that you may have tried in the past have unfortunately left you without any sense of emotional involvement.

All of the stress and strains resulting from disappointment have led to agitation and anxiety. You have been going out of your way to make a good impression, but you have reservations as to the likelihood of succeeding. You feel that you have a right to accomplish all that you set your mind on but you have become helpless and distressed when circumstances have gone against you. The idea of failure is most upsetting and this can even mean utter dejection. You see yourself as a scapegoat and you feel everyone in your sphere of influence has tried to take undue advantage of you. You are trying to convince yourself that your failure to achieve standing and recognition is not of your making but indeed of those around you.

Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety and you are distressed by the lack of any close and understanding relationships. You feel you are not appreciated by those who matter to you. You are attempting to escape into a world on which you can relax and feel at ease.

haha, i'm feeling so earth-y.

Follow me, I'll follow you

Through your dreams to secret places

Here's my hand, just take it

Do as I do, I'll follow you