Wdh, I just spent 1.5 hours reading a mere two sets of notes that miss yeo gave. zommmggggg. and i have like one bloody thick stack to read. wah screw shit.

WHY ISIT THAT EVERYTIME I END UP DOING A QUESTION THAT I STUDIED THE LEAST FOR. SS HIST IS SUCH A BITCH. for history i focused on china and eastern europe, and only skimmed through japan and ended up doing japan. for ss i focused sooo badly on diplomacy&deterrence and industrial growth, in the end people came out. And stupid me was still thinking last night "people so easy sure wont come out one lah" SCREWSHIT. AND I KNEW KNEW KNEW VENICE WAS GG TO COME OUT!!! AAAHHHHH. its like the last year, and i wanted to study venice only. but lo and behold, not a single teacher spotted venice so i decided it wasnt safe, AND IN THE ENDDDDD. screwshit. (ok shut up zhenghui. oh and bezner. GRR) so i ended up writing only two factors without my third and without a conclusion for both my essays. how greaaat. oh whatever lah, i should stop thinking about it. i don't possess psychic powers that allow me to change my script. move on doreen.

i came home at 10 and went to sleep cos i SPENT MY NIGHT TRYING TO GET DIPLOMACY AND DETERRENCE IN, and wanted to wake up at 12 to study for lit. LO AND BEHOLD, in the midst of my groggy dreamland i heard my mom saying "wah 3pm liao ah" AND I JUMPED FROM MY SLEEP AND STARTED PANICKING. yes, i started cursing in front of my mom. i was like "shit shit shit shit! 3pm alr!! omg how to study finish!" and my mom said suspiciously sth like "arent you alr supposed to have finished studying everything by now and only revision now?" oh god. i didnt answer her, i just ran out of her room. screw lah. i slept from like 10-3. thats like unbelivable. :OOOOOO

anw i've got one whole thick fat stack of lit notes thats like at least 4cm thick. and i've only read through 2 sets. howww niceeeee. and i haven done my quotes. which in turn means i haven studied for quotations. AHHHH HALLELUJAH. the worst shall bequeath upon me on the last day of O levels. damnit.

nurul m said she laughed at my first testi i wrote to her. zommg i must go check it out at her friendster profile someday soon :D

HUGGED HUIWEN TODAY :D it felt good, i dont know why :D a comforting heartfelt feeling :D yay.

i wish i took POA instead of lit. won't that be nice.

my thoughts kept drifting off to add math sizzler's dinner.
And of course..
other stuff..

FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS.

ok i cant wait to go shopping with my mom.
hahhaha ok so much for focusing.

stupid charcoal scratched me today. so pain.

PS. i hope my SBQ saves me. albeit i didnt do it the yellowbooklet way. i just did it my way for the usefulness and reliability questions -.-