I suddenly miss PAE alot.

I was bloghopping and I bloghopped till this girl whose from SAJC. And I found some of my PAE mates's blogs, hopped till lots of trinity ppl blogs and just lots of blogs. Somehow, each time I stumble upon pictures of people in SAJC uniforms, a saint's blog, I just would have this feeling welling up in me. I miss going to school, like a real school. With uniform, with PE, with tuitions, with cca, with a real class, waking up at 6 in the morning. I miss going to tuition, esp math cos I rly like my math tutor. I wonder how life would be like if I continued my stay in SAJC, would I be doing well? Of course, one thing I would be sure, is that if I really were to be in SAJC, I'd definitely hope that I came here instead. Haha, ironic. But I can't help but feel sad I left, just this feeling in me I can't describe each time I think of SAJC. I always feel like I'm missing out on something each time I think of JC, maybe its that stress that everyone's stumbling over, maybe its that "class politics" that everyone's complaining over, maybe it's that "PW sucks" phase that everyone's going through. I know people studying in JC now would be like "are you nuts. you're having such a good life there in aussie and you wanna come back to do JC?" Haha, I know.

I don't know, but its just something about SAJC that makes me feel sad that I left, this feeling of "what could have been."

Managed to blog hop to a senior whom I know in SAJC, (know as in he took us for orientation) and I gain an insight of a J2's point of life. A guy, more likely. NS, independence, true worries, real concerns, what's love to him, a deeper view of an 18 year old's life. It's weird knowing him this way cos firstly he doesn't know me at all. And I've got other J2 friends doing their A levels now and I never thought that they might be feeling this way, the fear, the anticipation, the excitment, the concerns, so real, so real - I can feel it. It's quite intriguing to read his blog because I've always thought that he was a really joker, fun to be with, humourous and just real cool and funky but his blog is so deep, so honest, so bare.

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Haha zhenghui was saying something rly atrocious so I..


D says:
don cross the line pal.
LZH money is not the most important thing in life. Love is... cause i Love Money says:
what line?
LZH money is not the most important thing in life. Love is... cause i Love Money says:
last time the line that seperate us is the north east line.
now the line that seperate us is the international flight line

That's so sweet, and so sad. :( ok im having lots of emo conversations with a couple of people.

to person A:
I'm glad we talked things out. I'm glad all changes are not irreversible. I'm glad you've got my back now. You'll always be my best pal. (:

to person B:
I'm glad this is what we've become now, it cldn't have gotten any better than this. :)