Hi everyone, I'm zoomzooming back to good ol melbourne in like 6hours time. Apart from the fact that I may have maggots swimming in my kitchen, I'm quite happy about going back! And I guess the one reason would be because of my urbanlife and church, nothing has been the same or even anywhere near the way I would like it ever since I'm back. :( I can't wait to meet with katherine and lydia when I'm back cos they've been there the wholeeee holiday!

Mighty me packed my luggage in 1.5hours today! Hahahah so proud of myself cos there's sooo many things to be packed! Thank God my good ol luggage is huge enough! Just hope I won't be fined for overweight *pleasee*

Texted some friends to say goodbye and lots of their replies made me tear up. There's nothing like some good ol dose of secondaary sch lovee ^^ Thank you to all those who replied! I love you all very very much and can't wait to see you again when I'm back! :) I promise that this year I will make it a point to reply emails, no matter what. No more excuses and procrastination. I've learnt my lesson that there's nothing more dear than friends who've stood by me through the 4 years. Thank you.

Apprehensive? Yes, very. New school, new enviroment, without any familiar faces, new home - perhaps a chance to shed my old ways and become a better, more positive, friendlly and independent individual.

Excited? Yes, quite. Going back to church, urbanlife members, the glorious weather, low humidity, flexible school hours, short vaccations with friends, exploring new territories be it interactive, geographical or emotional.

Happy? Not sad, to say the least. Yes, with much regrets I enter into Monash Uni, but since I'm here, I'm gonna make the best out of my degree. I'm gonna find my drive, my willpower back. I've let myself down last year, I'm not gonna let anyone down again. And this time, I pray it's not gonna be just empty words.

Dear Lord, I pray for good health this year. I pray for determination and focus-ness. I pray for my new friends, I pray that each of them come into my life for a reason that is of yours and not mine. I pray for a willpower that I lacked last year, I pray that I'll be able to excel in what may be my final leg in my schooling years. Dear Lord, I pray I'll be able to grow in Your house, in Your glory, and be able to reflect the goodness of You in me. Amen.

Dear friends, for those doing A levels, please hang in there! I love you guys very much, bling, theresa, belle, kl, ys, sam! Jiayou! With all my love, I hope you guys get pass every block test and prelim and mid years and all with hardwork, faith, determination and a little stroke of luck. All the best (:

I look back, and I don't ever wanna lose this knitted circle of friends I have, because I don't think I can find people like this anymore.

Debbie, to pretend like leaving is the most nonchalant thing I've to do, to appear aloof, is the hardest thing. Guess by the time you see this, I'm on the plane or in melbourne already. I miss you and all the good times we had. Moongazing in my garden, colliding our heads together ever so often with a force that seem to be almost impossible for girls, stayingover and all that too-mature-for-us talk, deep conversations and intellectual conversations that we try-but-fail to hold, i will miss. I love you my best friend, you make me laugh like none other. Yes, the roll on the floor, jelly legs, laugh for 5 minutes kind of laugh. The stupid retarded pictures that we take when you are sushi-ing me, I miss. I'm always here for you, big quarrels small quarrels, I'm here. Text me and I'll call you back. Don't hold back when you need a listening ear, I'll be the net you fall back on. *SEXBAWWM SEXBAWWWWN!!!!!* :D :D :D