Thursday, March 27, 2008

hi samuel,

i saw that coming.

asshole.




and i've got a littleeeeeeeeeee surprise for all of youuuuuuuuuu. :D

Wednesday, March 26, 2008



When winter comes in summer
When theres no love forever
Yeah, that's when I'll stop loving you

That's when I'll stop loving you
I'm sure you've heard these words before
And I know it's hard for you to trust them once more
You're afraid it all might end
And a broken heart is scared of breaking again
But you've gotta believe me
I'll never leave you
You'll never cry long as I am there
And I will always be there
You will never be without love

When winter comes in summer
When there's no more forever
When lies become the truth
Oh you know then baby,
That's when I'll stop lovin'
That's when I'll stop loving you

That's when I'll stop loving you yeah

As long as sunlight lights the sky
Light of love will be found in these eyes of mine (these eyes of mine)
And I will shine that light for you
You're the only one, I'll ever give this heart to
What I'm trying to say is, nothing will change this (ahh..)
There'll be no time you won't find me there (find me there)
Cause I will always be there
You will always have all my love

When winter comes in summer
When there's no more forever (yeah)
When lies become the truth (ohhhh)
Well you know then baby,
That's when I'll stop lovin'
That's when I'll stop loving you

That's when I'll stop loving you

And when this world doesn't turn anymore
When the stars all decide to stop shining
Til then I'm gonna to be by your side
Gonna be loving you forever
Every day of my life

Ohh..baby..

Well you know then baby
That's when I'll stop lovin'
That's when I'll stop lovin'

That's when I'll stop loving you

When winter comes in summer
When there's no more forever
When lies become the truth (truth... yeah)
Well you know then baby,
That's when I'll stop lovin'
That's when I'll stop loving you (ohh..)

When winter comes in summer (yeah)
When there's no more forever
When lies become the truth
That's when I'll stop loving (well you know then baby)
That's when I'll stop loving you

That's when I'll stop babe
I'll stop babe
Loving you




Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?



how long have I
been in this storm
so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
water's getting harder to tread
with these waves crashing over my head

if I could just see you
everything will be alright
if I'd see you
the storminess will turn to light

and I will walk on water
and you will catch me if I fall
and I will get lost into your eyes
and everything will be alright
and everything will be alright

I know you didn't
bring me out here to drown
so why am I 10 feet under and upside down
barely surviving has become my purpose
cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface

if I could just see you
everything will be alright
if I see you
the storminess will turn to light

and I will walk on water
and you will catch me if I fall
and I will get lost into your eyes
and everything will be alright

and I will walk on water
you will catch me if I fall
and I will get lost into your eyes
and everything will be alright
I know everything is alright
everything's alright



<3
omg i just washed davin's toiletbowl for him. because its so horribly dirty and anw he dumped one whole bowl of oil inside so yeah, gross to the maaaaaxx. what the hell this is like the first time im washing a toilet bowl and its not even mine lah wth!! andrea and davin both ought to be honoured okkk. SO ANDREA YOU SEEEE, YOU SHD PICK UP DAVIN'S CALL NOWWWWWWWWWWWW. :( :( :(

what happennnn laaaksa??? :( you nv reply my sms nv pick up his call. :( :( :( laaaksaaa. i waiting for you to come home to teach me math 2 cos i know study with him ah, sure damn unproductive one. laksaaaa come homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :( :( :(
omg and did i mention that davin smells every single bloody thing he picks up? like every plate, every bowl, every cup, every spoon. it makes me so insecure that everything in his house is infected and covered with germs and has been left there to rot for millions and gazzillions and trazillions of yeaarrrs. it just makes insecure. omgggzzzzzzzz.

hahahhaha i feel so saddistically satisfied that he is tackling with his dirty dishes at a loss now. HAH! well, at least he's starting...

oh well. a day at davin's.

all right, all right, he's nagging at me now to help him with the dishes.

pffts.
oh my shit. andrea is going to kill me (AND DAVIN) when she comes back.

bloody shit, he has got one whole basing PLUS MORE of dishes plus pots and plus whatever shit to wash. and now he's cooking even more shit. and please, he RLY IS cooking shit. he's FRYING CHEESE both with and without flour, trying to bake some cornflakes thing now and totally screwed his whole kitchen. omg and we haven even started studying yet. hahahaha shittttxzxz. omg and his whole freeezer is so eurgh because there's beef blood everywhere and its all stashed with junk food. srsly lah, he needs to get a grip on his impulse buying. and he's like every minute asking me what i want to eat, omg 4hours here i think i gained 10kg alr. omg davin is crazy, he's trying all the atrocious things now that andrea's out of the house. omg he's so dead.

FYI ANDREA, im not participating in any of his food mania. im just in charge of eating :D

(that is if its edible) i literally spat his whole "fried cheese" out on the tissue and went to the toilet bowl to spit whatever was left in my mouth out cos it was all just oil and nothing.

OMG DAVIN IS PUTTING A METAL BOWL WHICH HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW IF THE BOWL IS MICROWAVABLE OR NOT. OMG. pls stand far away from the microwave now. and im prepared to leave anytime for evacuation

omg. i asked davin if he want to eat the potato wedges, then he say no he don like. then i was like WTH, you like to eat all these weirdo stuff then you don like to eat potato wedges?!?!?! WTH RIGHT. omg he's soo weird. and he said that that lump of oily cheese was NICE pls.

omg i think davin is deprived or sth. and i took a picture of that disgusting pot of oil. omg and he just threw the pot of oil into the toilet bowl now his toilet stink omg.

and he's confident that his cornflakes would turn out nice as long as it doesnt bao za.

shit i totally don look forward to cleaning up with him.

oh well, but i did ate all his rubbish. :/
Hello!

Kana sai my internet spoil again so I'm at davin's house now robbing his internet again. :D ok so it was exams week for us. 14 marks flew for my maths 1. tomorrow's math 2 and i'm supposed to be studying with davin now but zzz, we both are like slacking lol.

PICTURE TIME!!

these were from damn long time ago when we went to the Mumba Festival's carnival whereby audrey and i went on this ride and totally died after that. we were sick and dizzy for 2 whole ours, lying by the river about to die. hahaha omgg.


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davin and laksa.

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abiiiiiiii :D

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and stupid davin playing with my cam

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davin taking the picture and george and audrey busy shooting hoops for soft toys. hahaha :D

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jeffery jutted in last minute hahaha

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us while waiting for the fireworks to come out!

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i tell you the fireworks damn chio can. omg sooooo pretty. 10X better than sg's!

and this was our impromptu 17 people strength dinner at sofia's! oooh that was my first experience on melbourne's train. teehee.

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hahahhaha like some paparazzi.

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and i have so much pictures of us because jeffery was responsible of my cam and he just cant stop shooting lol.

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our multiple tries to take a decent pictures hahahha total failure.

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without jeffery jutting in, lol.

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JOSEEEEEEEEPH

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the tall people gang. ivan, joseph and prem. (ah yes, he does know our mf's mr. prem)

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he's so tall i cant capture him into my frame

hence...

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heee :D

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near 190 giant.

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pretty jeffery who's tall as well.

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bloody irritating as hell davin. lolol :D

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audrey who hid the printer at safeway with me :D

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george, audrey's bf.

and how could we forget dearest laksa!!

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lol courtesy of audrey lol.

k lunch's cooked! tata darlings, be back soon, hopefully. :S

Saturday, March 22, 2008

these are scenes of the sun setting taken from my very own living room :D

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damn pretty right! one day i was washing the dishes, then i look up, and saw this awesome view. omg, had to take pictures! but you know, the sun here set damn fast. i swear in like 5mins the sun disappeared alr lah! i nv knew sun sets so fast! but omg, the view was awesomely breathtaking :)

imagine, just outside your living room. omg, so overwhelming right!

so now everyday at about 7-8 or so i'll sit on my sofa and watch the sun set :D
hello :) random pictures with webcam :D

look at my totally so chio quilt!! thats like 40X better than my last time's lao ah pek's one lah pls. damn waste money. im so happy with this :D damn smooth and shiok. hahhahaha. totally worth the money since its gonna last be like 2 years AT LEAST.


omg lah. im supposed to be studying for my tests today, like COMPLETE my math tutorials at least but i ended up waking up at 2pm, eat untill 3pm, did 2 questions then ony my comp only wanting to use WMP but tried my luck with the internet and realise it worked and got hooked on it and was addicted till 7pm, so went to prepare dinner, hoping to finish by 9pm then study till 12. but yknw what. i ended up chatting with my homemate that suddenly it was 12.30am. wthhhhhhhhhh. omgzzzzz.

and i cant wait to upload all the happy pictures on my blog later during the holidays :D

omg its freezing now. sometimes, usually during cold weather, it doesnt help to be staying on the 8th floor cos its so freezing. cos just now right, i was at the living room with my room door closed, then at 12.30 when i walked in, omg felt as if my room had air con on on full blast. like 16deg, high fan. goshh. its 13 degrees outside now. zzz.

yay. i've alr planned what to cook for dinner tmr night :D yellow mee soup with vege, chicken breast and dumplings :D woohoo. shit, samuel is right, im becoming more and more auntie. soon i'll be looking out for discount coupouns. shitxzxzxz.

zonked out.

hehehhehe. cannot believe my hair can tie untill so long right :D

aiya shit i rly wanna post up all our grp pics :D all the fun times :D

and yes yes i know my hair tie untill damn kana sai but i was home the whole day! so it tends to be like that. hahaha like now, one whole chunk from the back has just fell out. lolololol. i like days when i know im gonna be home all day and i wear all my ultra big sajc shirts and trackpants and look like some auntie with super messy hair. ahahhahah feels damn relaxing. lololol.

Friday, March 21, 2008




I woke up this morning you know
I had a shocker
See it finally hit me how much
I truly love ya
Stumbling out of bed
I grabbed my phone and called ya
But you were MIA so I decided
to stay right here
Picked up a pen before I knew I had it
Hand written letter to you
with some Vivaldi magic
See every love before this
I had was truly tragic
That's why i'm happy to say

[Chorus]
Hey I think it's time you
be telling your boyfriend
Exactly what you and I've been doing
Tell him
The End
Don't know how much more more I can take
Hey nows the time to be telling
your boyfriend
About all of the time we'r spending
Tell him
The end
Baby hey hey hey hey

Now running catching a cab 'cause I just have
to see ya
I tell the driver to drive like
it's gon' break his meter
(I tell him don't stop)

Before I go an furture I gotta tell ya
I ain't never acted quite like this
You done a number on me

I swear you're everything I ever wanted
I've got so much love to give
you don't understand
Now i'm right outside your door
Rode up forty floors gotta hold you touch you

[Chorus]

It's what you do
You're killing me
I can feel there's something differenrt
How youi make me feel no accident
Felt you girl
so please
this should come as no surprise

[Chorus]

Something you should know
Cause its killing me
Girl are you listening
Go on and tell him
'Cause I can't wait no more

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Hello people! I'm at my school's comp lab now using the comp because internet broke down at my house AGAIN. bloody hell ever since they ask me update some software thing on the comp, the internet like siao siao alr like got all the setup shit that i don even understand and i dono if the compaq here will cover my warranty or not since i bought my computer in singapore. hahahaha maybe i'll buff them that i bought it here :P:P

omg exams are next week you know! i damn stressed lah. even though most of the tests are not counted but still... its like damn impt to score well at least for your first test here right. PLUS, i dont wanna disappoint my mommy too :( like i want her to know that im doing well here. but still, damn stressed cos like dono the format nor standard of things here. so its like ZZZZ and i haven even started studying yet despite telling myself to since monday. nvm, friday and monday no sch so i shall stay home and studyyyyyyyyyyyy for this long 4 day weekend :D and i guess its a good thing that my internet broke down so i wont be so hooked onto hogging the comp :D

omg that day talking to samuel made me miss sg sooooo bloody damn much. and sajc as well. omgggg. i wanna go back in juneeeeeeeee!!!!! $@&*($@^ im very sg-sick alr. i wanna die. HAAAAIIIII :( i wanna laugh with all my usual hangoutmates, i miss them so much that i could just hug them now if they appear in front of me. ughhhh.

okok exams exams exams. no lah, acty its just tests but still.... teachers write report back to your parents EVERY SINGLE BLOODY TERM.

i cant wait for holidays (which btw for me starts next thursday :D) i wanna explore suburbs, stay home and watch dvd and makan popcorn, go st kilda's beach, BUT BUT, george, audrey, davin, joseph, jeffery ALL GOING BACK. that leaves only us 4 girls left :( :( :( abi wynn laksa and me. so sad right, 5 of them leaving back home :( some more all zun zun leave on 28th, come back on 13th. one day before school start. so mean :(

as much as its fun here, as much as the company is tip top max awesome but still, i wanna go back sg :( so many people i wanna see again, like now.

roar im supposed to meet this guy at melb Uni tram stop at 12pm but i havent even gone to withdraw money cos im buying my lit books from him. and its like 11.10am and im at lincoln sq. hahahaha. lol i think the previous sentence only laksa will undersand. lol. ahhhh roar. this is such a random post.

hahahaha that day i was clearing my inbox because i had like 500plus smses in it alr then i read what whye ass msged me last time and burst out into peals of laughter.

"walau you now in sg everyday sick. you go over australia get malaria alr lah." hahahahha i dono why but i find it damn funny. then there was samuel's farewell sms of not being able to hijack the plane and abel's "will miss your bimbotic acts" lol. and keith's signing off msg of "EVER HOT KEITH" hahahahhaha wth. and debbie's many many tearjerking sms. yes i miss her so damn much.

i hope my internet comes back aft my exams and my comp/internet stop cocking up. zzzz.

aiyo this is such a random post.

OMG YSTD I WENT ON A SHOPPING IMPULSE YOU KNOW.

i walked with george back to swanston and then took the short cut home then reached lygon court, felt damn thirsty so bought an ice choc. omg you know what good abt ice choc here? inside confirm plus chop got on scoop of vanilla icecream ;) then pass by a shop having discount, a rack of $10 clothes so i bought a top for $10. then went into pharmacy looking for moisturisers, then saw all the hairrubberbands and clips and stuff omg cannot tahan, buy. yknw here the hair accessories they sell damn bulky? like 50 per pack like that. hhahahhaha so i bought like 20bucks of stuff. then cannot liao, must go home and curb this addiction, wah lau, walk walk walk..... "EVERYTHING REDUCED TO $5!" shit, went in. saw this damn chio white shorts for 9.95. even though too damn big also buy. hahahahhaha. then at cashier liao right, gonna pay alr right!! YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPEN. so this damn tantalising white hairband. omg 5bucks only. BUY.

wah shit lah. i thk i must eat bread for one week alr. hahahhahahahah :P

this is so random. i wanna talk to nurul m online. hahaha i dono why but everytime i come online i just wanna talk to nurul m or at least see her online on my msn list. but comp lab's comp don have msn cos its a Mac.

shit i damn hungry.

tonight i gonna slack and chill and clean up my room and treat myself to a good dinner before mugging for tests. hahahaha acty thrs nothing much to mug also. except like.. finish ALL the bloody math ws (and it doesnt help that im taking double math) and memorise 2 poems and stuff about it. eeeeeee so disgusting.

last night i watched austin powers on tv. hahahhaha.

BYE PEOPLE. PLEASE REMEMBER TO MISS ME. its gonna be awhile before i can blog again because my internet as you know is like shitxzxz.

oh! that day i saw this guy who looks super like javin. omg hahahaha.

because you're all i need and more.

Miss you,
miss me.

hai i super don wanna end this entry. i wanna go on and on and on and on and on.......

Friday, March 14, 2008

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

i am currently at davin's place now because the internet at my place broke down. tsk :(

OMGOMGOMOMG AND WHYE ASS SAY HE AND HIS FAMILY COMING OVER TO MELBOURNE THIS JUNEEEEEEEEEEEE OMGOMGOGMOMGOGMOGMOGMOMG. SUPER HAPPY NOW :D MISS HIM DAMN MUCH, DAMN MUCH, DAMN MUCH :D OMG :D so at least if i rly have no tix back, i at least get to see one friend at least. :( and i totally screamed when i saw ys's comment :D im so looking fwd to june now, even if i dont get to go back :( see ys, im pinning all my hopes on you, you better come.

omg and i feel so satisfied talking to nurul m now :D omg super super miss talking to her on msn :D:D

and stupid kan is not making me feel any better about my nonexistent air ticket back in june :(

oh oh oh im damn happy today cos my english teacher said i got the best paragraph in class muahahhaha. and i got highest for my drama test in class. like everyone's supposed to do a mime. and i got 9.75/10 super bloody happy. :D

and today melbourne hit 40deg. omg. 40 bloody degrees.

and tonight there's ms congeniality 2 on tv! woohoo. and tmr got some adam sandler comedy :D and i've been damn guai ok. everyday i cook myself, wash the dishes, do homework untill damn late ok. :) cos 28march exams start till like 30? then holidays liaooo :D i damn hope i score well. sigh sigh. stress cos here got no tuition teacher to rely on.

walau i hope they fix my internet alr cos i rly wanna email people. :(

Monday, March 10, 2008

ha ha ha.

great.

i got no tickets back to singapore this june.

ha bloody ha.

PS. im currently damn busy with hmwrk now. so i cant just yet reply emails. few days more darlings.

Saturday, March 8, 2008

D says:
yo ys
D says:
you got all the MCR songs?
ys says:
not all...
ys says:
some
ys says:
OMG U BECAME A FAN OF EMO PUNCK ROCK MCR??
D says:
those famous famous ones lah?
D says:
NOT ALL IS EMO WHAAAAAAAAT
ys says:
omg come back from aussie

D says:
HHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA
ys says:
ALL IS EMO
D says:
PLS LAH
D says:
NOO
ys says:
ALL ARE EMO

hahahhahahha thats why i still love whye ass so much :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

hello nurul m, i miss talking to you online :(

sorry for not blogging for so long, my mom came so i was busybusy and im so gonna blog about what happened at the carnival. omg. first time ever in my life. tssssk.

Monday, March 3, 2008

Hello, I miss you like crazy.

Sunday, March 2, 2008

here are some pictures that andrea and i took while we were bored to tears during math 1 lecture because we were at the last row and the teacher was just soo monotonous and boringgg. and did i mention that i totally fell asleep for the last 15mins of HOI lecture? hahahhahaha.

oh no wait, before that, here's pictures today!! omg andrea davin joseph and i took the carousel! so cool right! omggg :D and andrea and i went to church today! planetshakers is like The Coolest Church everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. they have live band, and the pastor is The Coolest Pastor everrrrr. its almost like having a concert and you're there singing at the top of your voice but still not hearing it and you feel so totally relaxed after that. omg im going back next week! damn cool.

ok anw, i need to wake up at 6am tmr so here's pictures! (6am because my mom's coming tmr!!! and i need to leave the house by 6.45/7am. yaaaaay :D love love.

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say hello to joseph who makes me laugh madness every moment im with him :D he's damn cute lah. hahhahaha makes you laugh shitless. :D

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random lol

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joseph and andreaaaa :D

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my lovely lovely andrea who loves to bond with me. pffts.

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on the carousel!!

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andrea and davin

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i hope you realise joseph has shifted his position. hahahha throughout the whole ride he kept walking here and there lah lololol.

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super happy please :D

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the four of us! muchmuchmuchmuchmuch lovehugskisseslaugh :D

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lone shot

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gone crazy

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i've got even more unglam moments when im with them :(

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davin made me do it

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andrea is like SO LOVED please.

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me being retarded and joseph too tired to give a damn about me. lol

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heeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

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srsly damn high liaoxzxz

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mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :)

hahhahahha then below's the pictures we took out of sheer boredom plus hunger plus exhaustion during math 1 lecture lolololol

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perhaps the only time you'll see me looking so guai and decent in specs. hahahhaha

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not so decent anymore

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andrea pek chek with me alr hahahhaha

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hmpf but i dont care! :P

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yes teacher.

hahhahhaa ok this was a real quick post. need to slp early.

BTW, davin, andrea and i invested in a live duckling! its so damn yellow furry tiny and adorable! but davin's forever trying to threaten to kill it and always hurling abusives at it. tsktsktsk. davin ah, you btr rmbr to change the water it shit in tonight k :P

today was a damn hot day lah. stupid weather forecast still say 9 degress. my foot lah. then i was wearing my green turtleneck, hot like shit in victoria market lah. i was soo hot that i felt cold. sorry drea and davin for being grouchy in the market! the heat was getting on my nervessss. sorrysorry! and yes i finally bought my lovely knitted trenchcoat (which i don wanna get nto details of the process of getting it tsk)

blog later if i can rmbr more stuff or when im feeling less lazy.