Monday, December 27, 2010

You know how it is? Stepping into a party filled with strangers looking at you awkwardly walking in while you frantically scan the room for the one person who invited you? And you get even more awkward because you know every pore of your body is screaming "LET ME OUT OF HERE!!"

But it's a little different this time, because you do know everyone now. But how do you fill those gaps that allowed weeks to slip by, how do you fill those spaces that should have been filled with heartfelt concern and superficial greetings?

I know I should really go, get me grounded into something I should not be running away from for who knows what. But the first step out of this exclusive shell I've chosen to retreat in is always the hardest. For now, I've gotta believe the world's embracing my entrance.

On a lighter note, Christmas this year was spent with the family in a debut fashion.

"Sometimes you have to pretend that you're happy and fine. Untill you realise that your pretension has become your strength to move on." - Foreverisjustaword @ tumblr