Okok I'm damn confused now. I'm wondering if I should go for my job interviews tomorrow. My mom and my bro and even his gf were all like not supportive of me. Sigh. My bro said i was being "stupid" and i should take up "useful courses" instead or take up a sport and that i should "just not turn up tomorrow". and his girlfriend also didnt encourage. and they both gave me the SAME shocked look with the SAME pitch and tone of "HUH?!" wthhh. omg i feel so deflated. ok, if i cant find anyone to go with me, then i wont go tomorrow. I guess that's that then. Thanks elijah for advising me what to wear and reasoning with me the pros and cons. :)

Aaaahhh somehow wished huiwen and nurul m was online too :( they'd give good advice.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. so confusing. sigh.