Me am trying to start on my literature essay plan. Gahh.
Had dinner with andrea davin and joseph. Hahha joseph was in a super gd mood today cos he laughed like mad at every single little thing we say or do. hahaha! apparently cos he finished his eap exam alr. BOOOO JOSEPH BOOO.
dna was.. weird.. in a sense that, during praise&worship i had this whole notion + urge to stand on my chair and worship. I AM SERIOUS. like this whole rush of urgency in me to just STAND ON THE CHAIR. I thought I was just "too into it" so i tried blocking out the thoughts by focusing on worship then after awhile it REFUSED to go away so i blinked my eyes then shut it and the image of me standing on my chair was like repititive in my head. I AM SERIOUS LAH. i am like "ohmygoodness God, you want me to stand on my chair and worship? God noooooooo.." although i had a feeling in me that told me that if i were to stand on my chair, something would happen, something would shift, maybe my breakthrough, i dont know. BUt all i know, is that I pushed that thought away.
And guess what, today's topic for DNA was Praise&Worship. Yes, how coincident you tell me. And pastor Sam was saying "Don't care what others think about you when you do your praise and worship. Why do you bother so much about the opinions of others when it's only ONE opinion that you really need?" So I got to admit that a part of me was feeling quite regretful of what I might have missed out on. Maybe a breakthrough? Maybe a word? Maybe an annointing? Maybe this maybe that, maybe nothing at all. maybe maybe maybe..
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IM TALKING TO NURUL M ONLINE NOW!!!!! SOOO FREAKING LONG NV TALK TO HER ALR. OMGGGGG :D :D :D
ok doreenneoxiaping, do your freaking lit essay plan.
Songs that joseph sent me are getting me all emotional. crapp. im going to burst soon. Press stop DOREEN. PRESS STOP.
Don't fall too fast
Cos the end is just there.
Take time out to enjoy the process
Because the ride is short.
1 comment:
am just wondering, what do you guys study for lit over there? set texts as usual or issit more cheem, like discuss your views regarding say, why humans want remain unattached to things they care about... you know, all those philosophical thingys.
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