UUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
this feels horrible.
BAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
its getting worst and worst.

stop stop stop.

i feel like crap.
this, plus the immense guilt of not having done any holiday work at all and not even touching lit.
ha bloody ha.

this sucks.
so screwed lah wth.

all's so topsy turvy.

should i stay or should i go.
RAAAHHHHH. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(