Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Better In Time - Leona Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time


Heard this song whilst blog hopping, really like it! :D

Omg tmr getting back math results! omg omg :X and tmr I'm meeting cheng to discuss about me dropping math 2. omg omg omg :X what if she don allow, omg omg omg. and most prolly meeting tricia tmr aft the meeting with cheng, phew the one good news out of all the bad. OH NOEZZ, should i go for math 2 lecture tmr? HMMMXZ. and i don even know where my math 1 class is held tmr. hahaha die liao lah. tskk.

hahah this is like my second time editing this already. oh you know today during lecture as i was totally zoning out and totally bored to the max and was typing an sms to someone but decided not to send in the end, it suddenly struck me that huiwen's blog title is so full of irony and it hit me really hard! I know I'm damn slow in realising what her blog title is, but I've always wondered what her blog title means, like "hmm.. why so?"

ANW, her blog title is "You got a henna tattoo that says forever" which is like PHWOAARRRRR when i finally got what she was trying to say. Omg how deep is she. Like wow, who would ever think of that! And it hits me real hard cos too often than not, people say "I will love you forever", "I will be with you forever", "I will stand by you forever", "I will XXXXXXX forever" And more often than not, most of us fall for it, most of us believe in this, and it becomes our safety net that we always fall back on so much so that one day when it's suddenly gone, when we fall, it suddenly hurts so bad, so bad that we don't know, don't want and don't bother to get up anymore. Forever.. How many times have you said this to anybody? How many times have you believed this? How many times have it failed you? Forever is now a badge everyone wears on their sleeves and who still remembers the significance of it, who really knows the obligations and responsibilities that this word comes with? Forever is not something you can wash off or would fade away by itself like a henna tattoo, if only everyone could keep that in mind. Maybe this way, less hearts would be broken, less hopes would be shattered, less dreams would be broken. Maybe..

Crap, I just remembered I'm gonna get back my english results tmr as well. jitters jitters gah gah.

1 comment:

Huiwen said...

Hahaha womannnnn you are forever cute like that (: (: