To my bestest bestest girl in the world

Knowing that both of us are like IT dumbos, technology decided to fail us. I'm sorry I didn't dare to take a step forward when you seemed to be uncontactable, I'm sorry I stopped trying when you seemed to be afraid and shrinking back, I'm sorry I got frustrated so quickly when I didn't get any respond. Thinking of giving you "your own space" was dumb because I secretly knew I have to be there.

*waves a red flag* HELLO IM HERE. I don't want to email you anymore, I don't want to text you anymore, I'm here. I don't know what other means I can get to you without having to doubt whether you actually recieved the message or not. I'm not running away anymore, I'm here.

One day, something happened. And I sort of feel how you felt like that time. It was so scary and nervewrecking, and I wondered how each time you go through it. I couldn't stop thinking of you, sorry I never picked up the phone or started on that email.

Text me.
+6140 5678 728
Got lots to tell you.

I'm attending Adelene's and Chernxi's graduation today!!

Wahh, so exciting lah, my first real uni graduation ceremony to attend! hahaha! :D Hopefully the weather would be nice and glorious! YIPPIE!

Dinner, accounting assignment, Pancake Parlour!!! :D

Sleeping to dream about you,
Dreaming of shooting stars. :)

Today, I recieved an email from a very unexpected friend. :)

I always thought you don't really care,
that it doesnt mean much to you,
but wow,
everything in that email gave me quite a shock :)

Today the weather was craaaazy!!! There was even warning from the weather beaureau advising people to start coming home from work at 2pm to avoid "destructive winds!" Those kind of winds that go up to 120km/h and uproot trees! It was thaat bad! Plus, I was supposed to have Kingdom Purpose tonight, and while I was talking on the phone, there was a hailstorm going on outside and winds were roaring! SO SCARY PLEASE. Winds were predicted to come in at about 5pm, and it sure did! The wind these few days have been absurd!

But after I got changed, I recieved a text from church saying that Kingdom Purpose has been cancelled due to weather conditions! HAHA! So Billy decided to go for movie together. OMG INGLORIOUS BASTERDS IS SUCH A BADDDD SHOW. IT WASTED 3HOURS OF MY TIMEEEE. The movie started at 9.20pm, and it only ended at like 12.15am. OMG. No wonder in the theatre I keep feeling like the show is never endinggg. Omg the show has noo climax at all. Zzzz. Brad Pitt's shows are getting worse and worse! The last one was Burn After Reading and it sucked too. -.-

Well, at least I got to eat Nando's and cookies&cream icecreaaamm :D

Have to complete..

Business Law Essay by Monday.
Accounting Assignment by Monday.
Marketing test on Wednesday.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

OHHHH AND THE 4 OF US ARE GOING GOLD COAST TOGETHER AT THE END OF SEPTEMBER!!!! OMGGGGG!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

I've been very hooked onto Jason Mraz's songs these days.



It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a storie
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la

It takes a night to make it done
And it takes a day to make you young brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
And it takes a lost before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love
Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love


Meaningful. It always takes something to make you realise something doesnt it? :)



I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you
I'm feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town.
I'm counting my sheep and each one that passes is another dream to ashes
and they all fall down.
And as I lay me down tonight,
I close my eyes, what a beautiful sight.

Sleeping to dream about you
and I'm so damn tired.
Of havin' to live without you
But I, I don't mind.
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired.
Oh, yes I am



I found myself in the riches
Your eyes, your lips, your hair
Well you were everywhere, out there.
I woke up in the ditches.
I hit the light and I thought you might be here
But you were nowhere. Oh love,
Well, you were nowhere at home.
As I lay me back to sleep,
This love I pray that I can Keep.

Sleeping to dream about you
and I'm so damn tired.
Of having to live without you
But I, I don't mind.
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired.

I'm so tired.

Well its Just a little lullaby to keep myself from crying myself to sleep at night. Once I dry my eyes I'll...

Sleeping to dream about you
and I'm so damn tired.
Of having to live without you
But I, I don't mind.
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired.
I'm so...tired.

**

Yup, and as of today, I've found out that I am C.P.

So, are you going to change me? Or am I going to be this way for a few more years down the road. I hope I stay to see, I hope I don't run away.

Tonight was simple, but amazing (: Had dinner at some taiwanese cafe at box hill, food wasnt all that great but company was good. When asked to watch a movie, I was pleasantly surprised cos wasn't this early dinner so that we could go back earlier to get some work done? :) Hmm, hehe :) G.I Joe was a fantastic movie, I think the bad reviews I've been getting from friends are not justified at all! And it also made me realised that it actually is possible for someone to remain seated in the same position for 2 hours. Lol, incredible. Grocery shopping was fun and meaningful at 10.30pm :P

Papadum, mushroom, chicken, garlic bread, shampoo, soap, toothpaste, paper towel... I brought home so much than what was in my basket. :)$60 of food and necessities, priceless memories ((((:

Thank God for you, and today. >.<

I really really...

OOOOH I BOUGHT MYSELF A VERY LOVELY COUNTRY ROAD WALLET YSTD :D