I only wish you knew how much I wish I could break these invisible barriers between us thats stopping us to be like before. It's not like this thing hasn't happened before, but we got over it, but why isit that now it's affecting us so much. I miss the us we used to be. It's like now we're both holding something back, a little restrained, a little reserved, a little untrue to ourselves. If only you knew how much I miss you, how much you still brighten up my day, that it's you who pulled me through tonight.

You're a friend I can't do without,
If you only knew.
At times,
I miss you too.

Cheers, for the many good times that is to come, I hope.