Today was the first time I admitted you to someone. So surreal that even I didn't believe it. I don't know what's happening anymore, I just hope I knew. What's the reason for the things I'm doing? What's the reason for these thoughts in my head?

But it's not like anything's gonna happen too. Must be the late hour thats going my brain some damage. Sigh.

Haven't been expectant of a text for the longest time ever.