Wednesday, October 31, 2007

You Are A Vampire

You have a real thirst for bliss, and you consider yourself a true hedonist.
And you're not afraid to walk alone in life, if it means getting what you truly crave.
You truly enjoy entrancing people. Not to mention the ensuing pleasures of the flesh.
Your tastes have been called decadent and bizarre. You usually give in to your temptations, no matter how primal

Your greatest power: Your flawless ability to seduce and charm

Your greatest weakness: Human flesh

You play well with: Werewolves


don't worry. i wont eat you up.

Reeses Peanut Butter Cups

Very popular, one of you is not enough.


lol why are all my results identical/similar to nurul m's? haha!

You Are Running on 35% Adrenaline

Your Adrenaline Level: Moderate

Occasionally, you find yourself running on adrenaline.
When things get stressful, you know how to kick it into overdrive.


Your Ideal Hairstyle:

Layered Bob


might consider.

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional.
You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it.
You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out.

Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable.
Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there.
You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.


oh boy.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.


quite true!

You Communicate Like a Woman

You empathize, talk things out, and express your emotions freely.
You're a good listener, and you're non-judgmental with your advice.
Communication is how you connect with people.
You're always up for a long talk, no matter how difficult the subject matter is.


so woman.

Your Brain is Blue

Of all the brain types, yours is the most mellow.
You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles.
Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.


whats YOUR colour?

You Need Some Black in Your Life

Black will make you feel powerful, in control, and not bound to what other people think of you.
And with a little black, you will project a aura of mystery, rebellion, and dominance.
If you want people to respect you, you've got to get a little black in your life!

For extra punch: Combine black with orange or red

The downside of black: People won't be able to "read" you - and may perceive you as more aggressive than you actually are

The consequences of more black in your life:

You'll become a figure of intrigue and speculation
You'll be better prepared for life's unknown path
You'll rest better and free yourself of expectations


How strong.

You Should Be a Politician

Confident, assertive, and dedicated - you know what you want in life and how to get it.
Stubborn and opinionated, you can stand your ground... even if it's unpopular.
And while you have strong views, you never overwhelm people with your opinions.
A true charmer, you subtly influence people into seeing things your way.

You do best when you:

- Work according to your own rules
- Can change the world with what you do

You would also be a good lawyer or talk show host.


HAHAHHA OH REALLY!

You Are a Log Ride

You prefer to live a fairly calm, relaxed life... with a few surprises thrown in.
You don't tend to get yourself worked up easily. You can roll with what life throws at you.
In relationships, you are steady and solid. You maintain a pretty broad perspective on what's going on.
That's not to say you can't get swept away. You're emotions run as deep as anyone else's.

Your life seems like it has been remarkably easy so far. But that's due to how you manage it.
You never stretch yourself too thinly, and you think out your decisions carefully.
Taking the time to enjoy each day is important to you, and you don't let your emotions rule you.
You stay the course and do what's right... knowing it will all work out in the end.

At your best, you are tolerant and understanding of other people's quirks.
You take "go with the flow" to the extreme. Even if you don't like where you're going.
At your worst, you repress your feelings and end up being a little tightly wound.
You definitely have some explosive emotions that occasionally come to the surface!


This is one looong evaluation. hahhaha

Your Love Song Is

You and Me by Lifehouse

"Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you"

For you, love is very intense and a little difficult to express.


i like this song.

Your Life is 73% Perfect

Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about.
Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice.


i've never complained :D

Your Style is Classy

You've got class, and you know how to put together a guy catching outfit
You're more likely to shop at Bloomie's than bebe
For you style is looking like a million bucks...
And you're always do with your fantastic yet feminine wardrobe


yah right.

You Are Totally Like Your Mom

You and your mom are practically clones.
You think alike, and you even seem to read each other's minds.
You're definitely you're mother's child... and that's just fine with you.


ah hah :DDDDDD

You Go For Brains!

You want a guy with a big... brain.
And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it.
What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)


braaainnnyyy.

You Are Not Anal Retentive

You're definitely not uptight... in fact, with you anything goes.
So what if you're a bit of a slob or if your hygiene isn't perfect?
You're not stressing out about it - that's for sure.
The only thing you're "anal" about is anal retentive people. You can't stand them!


HUIWEN! ANAL-ISM! HAHHAHAHHA :D

You Are Boot Cut Jeans

You're fashionable and sexy - in an understated way.
You're more about looking good than following the latest look of the week.


this calls for a trip to levis. hahahha.

Your Family Is 3% Dysfunctional

While every family has its problems, your family is definitely better than most.
You probably communicate well, and even if you disagree, you don't let it ruin relationships.
Consider yourself lucky for having such a great family. Believe it or not, it's pretty rare!
It may be hard to appreciate what you have at times, but it could be a whole lot worse.


defo not the addam's family.

You Are A Blue Girl

Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you.
You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.
If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.
You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.


so true about the "some close to you.. hurts as well" part!! whenever i see someone who has got a cut or bump or anything, i feel the pain in my heart. omgomgomgomg so truue.

You Are an Afternoon Person

You can find energy any time of the day ... or night!
You prefer to be out and about when most other people are.
Very early mornings or very late nights aren't really your thing.
You're practically solar powered, and the afternoon is when do best.


thrs such a thing as afternoon person?

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.

Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you.

Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life.

Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life.


i think i did alot of quizzes. ciao!
You Are A Vampire

You have a real thirst for bliss, and you consider yourself a true hedonist.
And you're not afraid to walk alone in life, if it means getting what you truly crave.
You truly enjoy entrancing people. Not to mention the ensuing pleasures of the flesh.
Your tastes have been called decadent and bizarre. You usually give in to your temptations, no matter how primal

Your greatest power: Your flawless ability to seduce and charm

Your greatest weakness: Human flesh

You play well with: Werewolves


don't worry. i wont eat you up.

Reeses Peanut Butter Cups

Very popular, one of you is not enough.


lol why are all my results identical/similar to nurul m's? haha!

You Are Running on 35% Adrenaline

Your Adrenaline Level: Moderate

Occasionally, you find yourself running on adrenaline.
When things get stressful, you know how to kick it into overdrive.


Your Ideal Hairstyle:

Layered Bob


might consider.

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional.
You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it.
You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out.

Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable.
Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there.
You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.


oh boy.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.


quite true!

You Communicate Like a Woman

You empathize, talk things out, and express your emotions freely.
You're a good listener, and you're non-judgmental with your advice.
Communication is how you connect with people.
You're always up for a long talk, no matter how difficult the subject matter is.


so woman.

Your Brain is Blue

Of all the brain types, yours is the most mellow.
You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles.
Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.


whats YOUR colour?

You Need Some Black in Your Life

Black will make you feel powerful, in control, and not bound to what other people think of you.
And with a little black, you will project a aura of mystery, rebellion, and dominance.
If you want people to respect you, you've got to get a little black in your life!

For extra punch: Combine black with orange or red

The downside of black: People won't be able to "read" you - and may perceive you as more aggressive than you actually are

The consequences of more black in your life:

You'll become a figure of intrigue and speculation
You'll be better prepared for life's unknown path
You'll rest better and free yourself of expectations


How strong.

You Should Be a Politician

Confident, assertive, and dedicated - you know what you want in life and how to get it.
Stubborn and opinionated, you can stand your ground... even if it's unpopular.
And while you have strong views, you never overwhelm people with your opinions.
A true charmer, you subtly influence people into seeing things your way.

You do best when you:

- Work according to your own rules
- Can change the world with what you do

You would also be a good lawyer or talk show host.


HAHAHHA OH REALLY!

You Are a Log Ride

You prefer to live a fairly calm, relaxed life... with a few surprises thrown in.
You don't tend to get yourself worked up easily. You can roll with what life throws at you.
In relationships, you are steady and solid. You maintain a pretty broad perspective on what's going on.
That's not to say you can't get swept away. You're emotions run as deep as anyone else's.

Your life seems like it has been remarkably easy so far. But that's due to how you manage it.
You never stretch yourself too thinly, and you think out your decisions carefully.
Taking the time to enjoy each day is important to you, and you don't let your emotions rule you.
You stay the course and do what's right... knowing it will all work out in the end.

At your best, you are tolerant and understanding of other people's quirks.
You take "go with the flow" to the extreme. Even if you don't like where you're going.
At your worst, you repress your feelings and end up being a little tightly wound.
You definitely have some explosive emotions that occasionally come to the surface!


This is one looong evaluation. hahhaha

Your Love Song Is

You and Me by Lifehouse

"Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you"

For you, love is very intense and a little difficult to express.


i like this song.

Your Life is 73% Perfect

Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about.
Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice.


i've never complained :D

Your Style is Classy

You've got class, and you know how to put together a guy catching outfit
You're more likely to shop at Bloomie's than bebe
For you style is looking like a million bucks...
And you're always do with your fantastic yet feminine wardrobe


yah right.

You Are Totally Like Your Mom

You and your mom are practically clones.
You think alike, and you even seem to read each other's minds.
You're definitely you're mother's child... and that's just fine with you.


ah hah :DDDDDD

You Go For Brains!

You want a guy with a big... brain.
And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it.
What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)


braaainnnyyy.

You Are Not Anal Retentive

You're definitely not uptight... in fact, with you anything goes.
So what if you're a bit of a slob or if your hygiene isn't perfect?
You're not stressing out about it - that's for sure.
The only thing you're "anal" about is anal retentive people. You can't stand them!


HUIWEN! ANAL-ISM! HAHHAHAHHA :D

You Are Boot Cut Jeans

You're fashionable and sexy - in an understated way.
You're more about looking good than following the latest look of the week.


this calls for a trip to levis. hahahha.

Your Family Is 3% Dysfunctional

While every family has its problems, your family is definitely better than most.
You probably communicate well, and even if you disagree, you don't let it ruin relationships.
Consider yourself lucky for having such a great family. Believe it or not, it's pretty rare!
It may be hard to appreciate what you have at times, but it could be a whole lot worse.


defo not the addam's family.

You Are A Blue Girl

Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you.
You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.
If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.
You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.


so true about the "some close to you.. hurts as well" part!! whenever i see someone who has got a cut or bump or anything, i feel the pain in my heart. omgomgomgomg so truue.

You Are an Afternoon Person

You can find energy any time of the day ... or night!
You prefer to be out and about when most other people are.
Very early mornings or very late nights aren't really your thing.
You're practically solar powered, and the afternoon is when do best.


thrs such a thing as afternoon person?

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.

Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you.

Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life.

Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life.


i think i did alot of quizzes. ciao!
OMG. today was totally distracting because i had a hot guy sitting next to me. hahahhahahah :DD so as usual i went to SICC to study. but because it was a tad packed today so i couldnt have a little space to myself so i just went for the nearest seat in front of the stairs (whr i came from). LO AND BEHOLD, i turned to my right and saw this gorgeous young man. hooha, i nearly had a heart attack. so i was like "ok suppress your smile doreen suppress.." (hahaha ok fine, i didnt feel that way exactly) so i started out taking my books but suddenly the person IC came to us and said "you all are not supposed to study here" so obviously i was abit scared, cos it was quite late alr, and i didnt want to go home and i haven started a shit yet, so i just looked at the guy who just looked at the woman like "what?" and then he just continued doing is work. omgggg. ok i thought that was like quite cool. OK NVM NVM. hahhahaha. so i was thinking "ok since he's not budging so neither am i" so he kind of saved me from all the hassle. yay. hahahhaha. okok anyway my bottomline is, i sat beside a hottie today to study and that was uber distracting because i couldnt withold my sideway glance. hahhahahha. OK OK. :P he's like tall and tanned and goooood looking. he plays tennis, cos he has this tennis form on his books ;) woohoo, guys who play tennis are HOT. so are volleyball players. woooooooo~ OKOK. i gotta stop this.

OH. DID I MENTION, I HAVE A CUTE ANG MO AS MY NEIGHBOR?! ohmyfgod. i never knew! so ystd we had our emath paper right, so i as i walked out of my house, RUSHING like mad because it was 725am alr, then there he was sauntering out of his house at the same time too! such coincidence... HAHAHAHA. okok nvm, so anw, i wanted to like say hi or good morning or something like that, to be like a friendly neighbor since we neighbors don exactly socialise. but i thought i was running so late alr, no time to chat yo. so yeah, i just chionged past him. felt bad. like so rude, didnt say hi. ok, must say hi to him next time. anw, WHY SHOULD I NOT SAY HI TO A CUTE GUY WITH BLONDE HAIR AND BLUE EYES. aaaaahhhh. okokok. i should have known this much much earlier. this is so saddening. we could have been great friends. hahaha ok whatever.

i've finally gotten down to deciding what imma gonna study for social studies. thanks to gohbling! :D hahaha i thk nurul m's shd be irritated w me for being so fickle and keep changing my mind, likewise for history. hahaha sorry!

oooh. anw i gave samuel a crash course on chinese ystd. hahaha how fun. :D:D:D i hope he gets like a B3 at least and make use of all the things i told him to. yay hahah:D

OOOH. I WATCHED 200POUNDS BEAUTY AGAIN. I CRIED LIKE MAAAD AGAIN. OMGGGG :D sometimes i hate to watch this kind of love movies and sappy stories, make me wanna fall in loveeeeeee. and thats.. just... urrrggghhhhh.

i rly wanna figure out if imma left left or a left right on huiwen's blog :( and i wanna do nurul m's monster test too! hahaha ok. :D

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

OMG today at the club (Singapore Island Country Club) was damn funny.

my mom and i went to return our newspaper and magazine at the rack. so i bent down to put my magazine back, then suddenly my mom stopped talking and sounded suddenly so conspiciuous (ok i dno how to spell) then she suddenly started mumbling to herself and i was like "WHAAAAT?" so i FINALLY heard her say "its that guy! its that guy! that guy i tell you very shuai one!! He's here! quick quick! he's walking here now! quick seee!!!" omg so i turned to my left and he just nice walked past me and i merely managed to get a glimpse of his side profile, which was goooooooooooooooood. he was in his NS uniform and he was tanned and tall and because i only saw his side profile, he had one hell of a sharp nose. i likeeee. hahahhaha. okok anyway, my point is, my mom was damn excited cos she had been telling me about this guy since AEONS ago when she first saw him. she had been telling him how everytime she see him she's think of me. and she went on saying things like "i think he's at the most 22 yrs old only lah" and like "he looks good, looks rich, looks smart, got style, so cool, surely raffles one" anw she was like damn excited. like rly rly rly excited. and said things like "if you choose your husband like that one ah, wah i sure let him pass one" hahahhaha omggg. then i said "aiya they sure wont want me one. go where find such people?! you matchmake for me lah" (that was a joke btw) and she said " and she was psyched and said "really ah! ok i must go poke around alr. maybe i should make friends with his mom or something" hahahha ok anyway my point is, i think my mom is more obsessed with him than i am. lol.

oh oh! and she has this new hairdresser that she's obsessed with too. she keep saying "muuust bring me go. muuust bring me go. you see alr sure dian dao one." yah she said he looks like the actor whom i rly rly rly like and damn obsessed with. that made me interested. and i think he cuts one hell of a good hair considering that my mom's hair so stubborn. hahhahaa. so yes, im going to go cut and see how good looking he is. hahahha.

i think i've got a wacky mom. hahhaha. you should have seen her face when she saw that guy. and how she/we discussed about it later. hahhaa. but its undeniable that he was good looking. but yo mom, no need for such a big reaction. hahahha but she was damn cute. like some teenager i could relate with. i thk we were both on a high aft seeing that shuai ge. hahahha. hahah mom and i are damn psyched about going shopping together. yaaaayyy. shopping for australia + spain things. woohooooooo.

ooh im hooked onto symphony 92.4 ;) cant get enough of it :DDD and im addicted to hugging the colourful pillow caterpillar that miss yeo gave me. and i feel floaty just thinking about my happy inccident this afternoon :) :) its good enough to think and smile, it's been long since i smiled because of you.

OMG I SIDETRACKED TO READ ELIJAH'S BLOG AND THIS IS WHAT I FOUND:

Compliation of TOP 30 comments in friendster ! (: (not in order la)


DOREEN
1. You know, I totally forgot that you went to China. Then one day I was doing something, and needed your help on that thing, then I called your hp and it was off. Then I was like, "uh? O lvl over liao why you still off your hp?" So I called your house. Then I forgot that your answering machine was so realistic that I started talking to your "mom". -.- And at that veeeryy moment, I felt utterly stupid. URGH. You never fail to make me feel this way. EVEN WHEN YOU'RE ABROAD. URGHS.

You should see how she used to type.. behold..

2. elijah kor kor!! yay .. yew finallie made an a/c le worrs .. hahas .. kk .. hmms .. tiz kor ef myne vy de nyce one derrs .. vy takkaire ef me ones .. ahas .. no la .. fergawd how i noe him lers .. i thk iz cuz de cca orientation thingee ritex? den yew tuk ma klass .. den blahblahblah .. anw .. he damn smart de lorrs .. last yr gt go high achievers tea .. tiz yr in 2E .. kor .. yew nxt yr waddd klass? me go 2D .. =( .. sians . wanted tu go 2E de .. placed alot ef hopex .. shattered liaos mann ... shattered .. okok .. letx continue wit yor testi .. lalal` hmms .. a vy responsible councellor bahhs i ges .. owaes see him so kianchong walkin aroun e sku durin recess de nehhs .. yea .. den he errs .. vy nyce person jiu4 dui4 le la .. den owaes kena kalled tu b emcee derrs .. wit fadillah .. hahas .. im lik totallie krapping .. blweahx*ok la .. stop here lerrx ... sae a few more wurs den i go liaos .. 2:19am lerrs .. jiayous in wadeva ya do kor!

More proof that she's retard..

3. HEY YOU KNOW THAT DAY WE WERE TALKING ONLINE, errm, about that. then right! i wanted to reply you you know! then i saw your status as offline, so i didnt reply alrdy. wanted to reply the next time you come online. then right! when i went upstairs after i sign out right, i remembered that you were appearing offline all along! WLAU SO STUPID. (ok, i bet ure gonna suan me back or sthng.) lai ba! wo you xin li zun bei le!wlau that sounded damn wrong.omg, crayfish, you're expired alrdy laah. you just celebrated you 17th bday ystd. wlau you, overdue alrdy lah, cannot be crayfish liao. later i feed on you then i die cos ure like a rotting carcass with all the maggots crawling out of your ears. EEEEEE. :Oomg, so much for sticking on you all my life.omg, so much for manifesting on you.omg, later my baby planktons have plankton heads and maggot bodies.WLAU.ok anyway, my main point here is,happy birthday lah.

(and then he went on about other people and came back to me)

More Doreen
13. my tuition was spectaculating if oysters fed on plankton.WELL, i had a cocktail of emotion in me then.like thinking of how you tease me about it, how im in bold in your friendster profile, how crayfish came about, and..it made me miss you. :(AWW FINE, I DON MISS YOU LIAO. I REALISE IM GONE IN YOUR PROFILE. BOOOHOOO. :P

OK. SHOULD I BE TOUCHED THAT THERE'S SO MANY ME IN HIS DEDICATION AS COMPARED TO OTHERS. OR SHOULD I BE MAD COS HE SPEWED EVERY SINGLE LIL EMBARRASSING THING ABT ME ON HIS BLOG!

ok, now he's calling me an ahlian. that stupid asswipe. and he made me forgot eveyrthing i wanted to blog about. asshole.
OMGGGGGOMGGGGGOMGGGGGGG BLOODY BLOODY HAPPY. I COULDNT BELIEVE MY EYES. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMOGMOG :D HHAHAHAHA YAY I CANT STOP SMLING NOW. HAHAHA OKOK IM BLOODY ECSTATIC.

it's true, if you wish for sth hard enough, it will come true. :) It's been proven one too many times :D:D:D

(no no nurul m, im happy now not because of my "perpetual" state but because something rly rly rly goooood happened :D)

ok i think i just got cured of my lethargy just now while studying. :D now i cant stop smiling and feeling floaty :D okokok hahahha im veryvery happy and delirious now. nothing's gonna get me down :D hahahhaa omgomgomgomgomgomg. :D

okok, end of seizure. :D e math p2 was muuuuuch better than p1. i thought the paper ended at 10! so i was like chiongchiongchiong. then at 9:59:55 i thought to myself "aiyah don checkk alr lah. check liao also no use. cnt change alr". but at 10:00:00 the examiner still haven say stop yet! then i thought was because we started 8seconds late thats why. so i waited till 10:00:08 but still got ppl take paper! then i was wondering "time's gg to up alr still take paper?" then i squuuinnteed hard at the board because i wasnt wearing my specs and i saw 10:30!!! WALAU. so i spent the last 30mins punching every equation into my calculator to ensure noo careless and also changing the gradient of my tangent so that it was closer to the dy/dx i calculated. ok, paper 2 was good. period.

after paper immediately came to SICC to study. but i did nothing but continued yawning. -.- nothing went in. gee.

OKOK OMG IM STILL DAMNNNNNN HAPPY NOW. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

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I LOVE TALKING TO NURUL M ONLINE. OMGGGG. SHE MAKE ME LAUGH NUTS. JIGGLE WOBBLE JIGGLE WOBBLE! hahahhaha omgomgomgomgomg three cheers to nurul m! and to ys who said i sounded so psyched up and excited about that happy thing which happened that "doreen you sound like u gonna get an orgasm any minute" HAHAHHAAHA OMGOMGOMG. I LOVE THESE PEOPLE :D they make my happiness triple tenfolds! LOVE:D

aaahh and of course that very sweet hapiness to start with in the very beginning :)
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Don't let this end.
petty shit says:
XX called me ask how to do a maths qns just now

Doreen says:
XX ASK YOU HOW TO DO A MATH QN?!

Doreen says:
XX DOING A MATH MEH

petty shit says:
a maths question

petty shit says:
not A maths question

Doreen says:
huh

petty shit says:
A MATHS QNS AS IN A PIG, A CLOUD A DOG A SHIT

petty shit says:
that a

petty shit says:
not AYE

Doreen says:
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

petty shit says:
ASK ME ER MATHS QNS

Doreen says:
HAHHAHAHHAHAHA HOW YOU KNOW WHAT I THOUGHT IT WAS!

petty shit says:
NOT ASK ME AYE MATHS QNS

Doreen says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAAAHAH! OMMGGGG

petty shit says:
i think like you...thinking dumb

Doreen says:
WALAU

petty shit says:
serious la omg

Doreen says:
HOW NICE AND CONSIDERATE OF YOU

petty shit says:
a maths qns u see to A maths

Doreen says:
OMG THIS IS BLOG WORTH VALUE

petty shit says:
wth blogging about ur lack of intellect

petty shit says:
yeah not bad

HAHAHHAA COOL FRIENDS I HAVE :D

Well, english was gooooooood today ;) just nice my tutor went through briefly about how sports would forge links between people, just nice o level come out, just nice chose that facility ;) DAMN BLOODY HAPPY. paper 2 was not thaat bad. not as bad as prelims is all i can say. at first i freaked out when it was about astronomy and space and astrology and stuff, lucky its not those damn factual ones. if not i'd have just passed out at it boringness. -.- well, aft english mom picked me up for lunch and came back later. i told her if english was so smoothly passed through, e math sure not so good one. hahaha. its kind of true lah, not thaaat smooth sailing. hard all the drawing. hard shear for nuts. cant see symmetry for nuts. cant draw for nuts. eew. plsplspls no careless mistake pls. aaahhh abit freaked now. hope i can maintain my A2. screwshit. didnt study for e math. gonna go zZz now...

WHO'S STUDYING WHAT FOR SOCIAL STUDIES YO! This is a desperation call.

I hope lit can be like english. :/

Dear dearest bestfriend,
I hope our problems could be rectified.
Ain't like no other.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

"When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew."
- William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet
It's ironic that I smile while reading your mails,
But tears flow and I feel my heart bleeding.
It's ironic that I love you so much,
But I pretend like you don't mean a thing to me.
It's ironic that I really want to go back in time,
But I know things will never be the same again.
It's ironic that everywhere I go reminds me of you,
But I still go to particular places, just to think of you.
It's ironic that I've been trying to push you out of my thoughts in the day,
But you'll still be my last thought every night before I sleep.
It's ironic that it's been so long,
But it still feels like the first day.


"When you depart from me sorrow abides, and happiness takes his leave."

- W. Shakespeare
You're the reason I don't want to change my email add even though its so stupid.
There's too much of you in this for me to eradicate.
Reading back on the mails you sent,
Hits me with a pang of nostalgy
And suddenly,
I miss you immensely.


You're the farewell that's so hard to bid.
Ok, this post was supposed to be a tribute to aldrich tan, not that he'll even read my blog but yah. BUT I GOT SIDETRACKED BY HUIWEN'S COMMENT! OMGZZZZ. who the hell is "huiixxz" in the first place?!?! and i bloody dont understand a single thing i said. OMMGGZZZZ. i rmbr the "neh-ing" part though. cos you always laugh "neh" in sec 2. hahhahah :D OMG. pls interpret the content to me please. im awstrucked/ overwhelmed/ in horror/ amused/ feeling "shit huiwen why did you have to remind me of this" HAHAHHAHA :D

Ok, back to aldrich tan.

Aldrich Tan Cher Ming has been my longest lasting friend everr. I know how some of you have a decade old of friend, but I don't. So Aldrich is my most treasured, longest lasting friend for the past 6 years. I remember how in primary school no one wanted to be my friend cos I was fat and horrible. But he was so nice to me, sat beside me (cos teacher made him to) and started talking to me and being so nice to me. I remember I emailed him in primary 5 confessing my undying love (hahahhahahahhahahahha) to him. That was embarrassing cos he rejected me and I still had to face him in class the next day. Lololol. Eh please, I was damn sad that he rejected me ok. Now to think of it ah.. Wlau damn funny. hahhaha :D

He's the only primary school friend I keep in touch and that's I think only because we go tuition together and our mothers are like best friends. Haha. So I've seen him grow from a chubby cutsy young boy, to a tall, tanned, atheletic, good looking teenager. Actually, we kind of grow together. We used to be the same in primary school. Wait no, I was fat, he was chubby. Hahhaha :D then we both had round face, then when we went into secondary school, we both started growing taller and soon he overshot me and our faces grew longer together. Like literally longer. hahahha from the really round chubby face to the long face now. Haha little little similarities we have in common :)

He used to be really chatty and talkative and irritating. But now, he's much more sombre and quiet and toned down but still retaining his cheeky side. It's funny how quickly this transition took place. In sec 3 when I had tuition with him, i remember being irritated the hell out of him, always making me pay for him and always saying so many stupid retarded things. But suddenly, reaaaal suddenly, he just started talking lesser and became much less like the little boy I befriended. I've heard of his mother saying that he's talking lesser recently, but I didn't know that the change was so drastic. Hahaha so I was abit shocked, but I guess this happens to all guys. They tend to talk lesser as they grow up and become "man of few words" Lolololol. But anyway he became more solemn and less kiddy and childish, hahaha and I had to take time to adapt this change in him. Lololol.

Our friendship is a queer thing. Guess what? We've never watched a single movie locally before. The first movie with him was at Malaysia - Taxi. Our moms went shopping and we both hated shopping so we requested to watch a movie instead. Haha. I still remember we wantd ed to take neoprints but we didn't in the end. Lolol he was reluctant. The second movie was in Hong Kong - House of Wax. (the four of us, both our mums and us went together) Same thing, parents shopping, we went to search for our own entertainment. Hahhaha. Funny recalling how we grabbed hold of each other and asking the other person what's happening now at the scary parts and leaving the cinema feeling rather psyched out by the film. That was lololol cos he acted like he wasnt afraid at all but he was so afraid later he started shredding the tissue that the popcorn guy gave us. Hahhaaha. :D We figured how queer it was that we only watched movies overseas together. Hahaha ^^

We've been going for both math and english tuition together for the past two years, and today officially marks out last day at tuition together. I felt kind of sad saying bye to him at the carpark under miss segeram's flat as we went to our respective cars. I wanted to treat him to bubble tea at miss yap's at first, but I didnt dare propose cos I thought later he'd laugh at me for being so corny. Hahaha :P

He's always been so patient with me, cos he's rly strong in his math whereas I'm really slow when coming to absorbing explainations and stuff. A really big thank you to him for not being fed up/pissed with me for being so slow although I do feel quite bad about it because he'd have progressed much quicker and more advanced without me. This, I really owe him. Thank you. :)

Every Saturday we'd meet at Miss Yap's at 1pm for math, then proceed to english together at 4.30pm. He makes bus rides there much more enjoyable, though sometimes we don't talk much but his presence always is so comfortable to be in. I guess that's the charm of good old friends, no awkwardness even in silence. :) He makes english tuition so much funnier as he makes silly comments and sometimes impress us with his wonderful answering skills. ;) Hahhaha.

He's got his gentleman side too. Like that time at Macdonald's in Malaysia, we both had our meals and went back to our seats already, then he suddenly asked me if I wanted any sauce then I said yeah, curry sauce or something. Then he came back with it and help me peel off the curry sauce cover somemore! Ok lah, might be nothing to most of you but to me, I was rather quite touched cos he'd never been so nice to me. Like, so considerate and nice? Hahaha. So I teased him about it like "wahh... why you today so nice ah..." Cos usually he'd most prolly just demand that I take it for him. Hahaha I remember that nice warm fuzzy feeling when he did that. A very nice feeling indeed :)

Another thing is that everytime we take the bus together, he'd let me have the inside seat. He'd just stand there and ask me to go in first. Hahaha I just think that that's very gentleman-ly of him, like "ladies first". Although I do suspect that it's because of his long legs that's why he wants to sit outside (hahahha) but it's always nice to have the former thinking :) Although he always take up sooo much space but somehow it feels nice and safe sitting beside him in the inside seat. :) Hahaha see, little little things you do, might make others feel a little happier each day, without knowing it. :) Haha I'd miss how he'd squirm and squeeze inside his seat to take his hp out of his pocket and always end up banging into me that I have to flatten myself against the panel of the bus seat. Lololol. Well, I guess no more of that now..

And I'd miss teasing him about how gentle he sounds when he talks to his gf. Always teasing him like "walau you never talk to me like that one lor" Hahahhaha :D And see his paiseh face. Lololol its always a joy ^^

I guess it's really different when it comes to pure innocent friendship that stems out from such a young age where people had no motives and everything is just pure. I still remember in P5 or P6, he wanted to sleepover, and i was so excited about it and i went to tell my mom. but my mom freaked out and forbidded me to sleep in my room that night. so that night i slept in her room and aldrich slept in my room. I guess this is how it works. To us, its just a case of sleeping over and having fun at your friend's house but to the adults, its just different.

I'll miss his cheekiness in class. I remember last time Wendy and him sleepover in my house. Hahaha then suddenly he hid in the blanket, so Wendy and I asked him what he's doing, so he said he's changing. Then both of us didnt believe him, so we went to ambush him. At the count of three, we lifted the blanket and to our horror, he was rly buttoning up his shirt! HAHHAHA. Not that we saw anything cos we freaked out and started screaming and covering our eyes and turning around and said stupid things like "WHY YOU NEVER TELL US" and he retorted "i tell you alr what. you don't want to believe me only." Hahhaha oh well :)

The most poignant memory of him would be last year around may/june. Just before tuition, I made a decision that I regretted, had a tiff with someone made a decision I regretted and started crying my eyes out, I was in such a loss. It was about 12.50pm on a Saturday afternoon just before math. I msged aldrich to meet me on the top floor of miss yap's deck. With no second thoughts, he agreed and arrived soon. I told him what happened and he started comforting me and consoling me though I know he was freaked out to see me with my red swollen puffy eyes and was crying uncontrollably because he had never seen me like this before. It was really nice then to have him there, like at least something familiar in all the chaos. It was a great feeling :) I still feel grateful to him now for being there for me then. :]

Ok wow, I just scrolled up and realised I've written alot on him. :OOO Hahaha didn't know I had so much to write on him! Hahaha okok, die also must make him read my blog now. Lololol. I think he'd think I'm paying a tribute to him since I've already sent him an email just now. Hahahaha :D

Makes me sad to think that I wouldn't be seeing him on a weekly basis now. Maybe I won't even be seeing him anymore. Even if we do, it'd most probably be because our moms meet up and we tag along. But I know, no matter how long we lose touch with each other, once we meet up, it'd still feel the same. :)

The charm of good old friends.
The beauty of pure innocent friendship.

:)

Hahaha suddenly remembered that I used to call him "ostrich" in pri 5. Lololol. OHH!!! HAHAHHAHAHA OMG. he ripped his pants in camp while doing the flying fox and he used his helmet to cover it. TEEHEEHEE :PPPPPPPPP

Friday, October 26, 2007

I didnt want to come online alr, but i rly had to blog about this cos its damn funny.

During dinner,

me: eh you know hor, during the first day of our o level paper, when that guy said that we could go in the hall now, the girls all scream leh!

korkor: walau! scream for what!

evelyn (kor's gf): aiyah you wont understand one lah, its a girl thing.

kor: eh you know in my time (9 years ago), when we go in the hall, everybody act untill very seh one leh. everybody pretend like so calm like that one. (pauses) but then right, results come out that time, everybody fail!

mom: HAHA that's exactly what i wanted to say! (about the everybody fail part)

kor: aiyah everybody pretend like prepare untill damn seh like that then go in awhile only everybody start sleeping alr.

HAHAHHAHA anyway the whole dining table was roaring with laughter cos my kor was damn cute lah! the way he said it and all! all the emotions and actions and everything. hahaha damn drama and extreme. hahhahaa now i know where i got my genes from. hehehehehe.

PS. I'm recieving shocking/ world shattering news now. :OOOO

I really really dislike you.
You know they call shopping retail therapy?

I think talking to nurul m and huiwen is just pure cyber therapy pls. they make you so happy and high and smiley and forget all your troubles instantaneously. its such a nice feeling to talk to them :) if you dont talk to them online, you rly should! HAHAHA i feel like some promoter. oh wells, but its rlyrlyrlyrlyrlyrlyrly x10000 nice to talk to them online! sooo fun :D rly makes me purely ecstatic and happy :) They should go be some guru of some sort lah. the make-people-happy guru. hahhahahaha :D

huiwen who always say the nicest things
nurul m who always say the quirkiest wackiest things
Yay, was actually feeling quite depressed about the whole O level stint but felt happy after seeing huiwen's comment which was a nice compliment :D ok fine, i know i very thick skin. but girls do need compliments once in a while whaaat! :D:D:D

Ok back to the whole GCE hoo ha. I'm having a bad feeling about it, yet I'm not doing anything about it. I know I won't be able to get 13 for my O levels, and I'm quite ok about that. But I know I'd still be sad if I got 18 or something even though I know I put in minimal effort for the Os. I gave my all for prelims because it was my prelims results that is what would see me through my college and not the O's. Ever since I recieved my acceptance letter from Trinity, I lost all the drive to really go and study and feel that importance of this O level cert. I go into every exam hall feeling unprepared and shaky but I'm not doing anything to buck up for other papers even though the previous ones wasnt as good. I'm so geared up and ready to start a new chapter and learning enviroment in Australia that this O level is not hitting me bad. Yes, I do freak out before the paper itself but that's because I know I wont be able to score that I'll just go in and blank out. I don't even know my aim of blogging about this. It's just this feeling of dread that I wont be able to score as well for Os and I'd disappoint my mom and myself but I'm just not doing anything about it. It's like torn between choices. I know I must study, but there's nothing else left to motivate me.

Haiyah, ignore that please. I don't know what I'm saying. Just some pent up frustration that I wanna let out. It's just the competitive me and the lazy, unmotivated me having a battle in my head.

Haha Nurul M just made me happy and high and all smiley by telling me nice happy random stuff about herself :) haha see, sometimes people really don't know the impact they have on others even by the simplest purest gesture :) Like huiwen and her comment as well :)

Some people make your day without knowing it.
That's when the warm fuzzy feeling settles in :)

Much thanks to Nurul M and Huiwen :)

******

History was so-so. Studied china, japan and fall of communism and it all came out. Problem is.. because i studied all 3 so all the details are so sketchy that I only remember the outline of everything. So my answer wasn't detailed at all. And for part b) whr they asked for how the size of the empire caused the defeat of japan, i totally left that whole paragraph blank cos i forgot all details about it and just went out with my alternative factors and conclusion. ha bloody ha. SBQ was ok, had 15mins left for 2 bloody questions. -.- was trying to figure out whether bolshevik was reds or whites so just inferred from other sources. history has always been my killer subject together with science. so screwed up.

oh oh! was sitting beside belle and qiying and opposite nurul m and bling. then suddenly someone whispered behind me "good luck" WTH HAD THE DAMNED SHOCK OF MY LIFE. i'm embarrassed to think of my expression then. :/ then i started laughing then i started tearing. lolololol. i think i was abit too stressed up also. hhahahha.

I cant wait for 6 November. After sizzlers, i'm gonna come home, and pack all my books and worksheets into those black rubbish bags and throw it away. No more worries of "huh what if o level need" and "huh what if next year my teacher want" or "next year still need lah" SCREW IT ALL :D

In the car when my mom came to fetch me with my brother..

mom: so how?

me: huh.. ok lah.. quite sketchy though my answers.. doubt i will do as well like for prelims, which was acty very tyco. somemore everybody like so confident, i bet i'll do badly lah.

bro: aiyah, thats what girls always say one lor. they always say untill like going to fail like that, then all those get A one always them. why you all girls always like that one ah.

HAHAHHAA :D

and in the midst of our conversation..

mom: do (not do, do= what my mom calls me) ah, you know i used to think social studies is studying about society one (social, society? HAHAHA) so i always tell your kor social studied don need study one.

bro: yalah, my social studies, history and literature teacher all hate me like mad one. cos i always fail. hahaha.

my bro's damn strong in his math and science so he always hated humanities. lolollol.

If everybody likes you so much,
I wonder why you're of such abhorrence to me.
Hmmm.
Guess it's just me.

I can't wait to see you :)

Thursday, October 25, 2007

HELLO PEOPLE :D

I'm at my club now. Had been here since 1030am to study goddamn history that i havent even started yet. omg i only have 20mins on the computer so i must really hurry. :D i not i'd have to pay for the internet connection. hahaha so ngiao right. and im on the comp now cos.. :D:D I'VE FINISHED BOTH BLOODY FKING CHAPTERS OF CHINA. HAHHAHAHA :D:D someone pat me on the back please. :D acty i only rly started at 1.30pm cos had lunch with my mom for quite long so i quite happy that i finished both chapters in 2hours, which in other words mean that.. its not very well absorbed :/ bahh. hahhaa. msged ys at 2pm to keep me awake if not i was rllly sleep. he's doing germany japan and fall of communism. uh and wanted to sms nurul m and huiwen after that cos i felt bad for disturing ys but then as i was typing my msg to them i realised that they're having they're geog paper now. so sad. nobody to make me happy and high. :(

AND YAY T NURUL M FOR USING THE MOUSE TOO :D:D:D:D SCREW KEYPAD MOUSES YEAAAAH :D and yay to red too cos i think my LAPTOP ;) is gonna come in red. yaaaay :D cheers to you nurul m! acty i like bang-ing you know. i always laugh once i "bang". hahahah idk i just find it damn hilarious :D so i love banging on you. hahhahaha sounds wrong. we dig red laptops with mouse! :D

to huiwen: walau, if what i dreamt come true right, i think im gonna go be some guru. but on the other hand, i hope it doesnt. i don wan to fail my ss paper like i did in my dreams. loololol. anw nurul m say i you can rmbr your dreams it wont come true. hahahha :D anw that dream was stupid, i woke up feeling mortified! HAHAHA :D

omg and my mom say she changed my apartment to the 8th floor (which is good, more wind, less ppl) but there's a cemetry nearby! aaahh.

me: WLAU GOT CEMETRY!
mum: aiyah nvm one lah. you dno ang mo those cemetry very nice one meh, they always go there drink tea one. aiyah, christian cemetry not like those chinese ones so scary one lah. plus its verry far away.
me: :D really! how far!
mum: 100m
me: -.- THATS RUN-ABLE DISTANCE MUMMY! FAR MEH.
mum: aiyah, ppl bury the dead sure choose those fengshui very good one right. so don worry, if got cemetry nearby means there the fengshui very good one.

5s later..

mum: but hor.. the fengshui there good for the dead, dono whether good for those alive hor...
me: WALAU
mum: aiyah nvm lah, your unit number very nice one. 1803. (something like things gonna be smooth all the way lah. hahaha)

omg i only got 4mins left. BYE.

screw history.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Hi Nurul M! This shall be a blog entry for you on my weird dreams since you took such pains to blog an entry esp for me to explain to me due to my sheer dumbness :)

Dreams No:

1) I was at this lobby of this hotel and I saw my junior with his maid. And suddenly the maid went crazy and was like possessed and so theresa and i raaaan into the lift then the lift was stucked! So she and i were screaming and failing our arms about and screaming and screaming and screaming. so i collapsed on the ground and started crying and hugging her waist (HAHAHAHA I DNO WHY) and she told me "dont worry, we're gonna be ok." but apparently i thought we weren't going to be cos the lift went from 4 to 10 without gg past 5 6 7 8 9 !!!! damn freaky. so i was screaming and crying. walau i tell you ah, it was a damn tiring dream ok. so anw the lift miraculous "healed" and we went out, damn afraid to face the possessed maid but when we went out we just saw my junior crying then i ask him why, then he say cos his maid left him. and i think i said sth like "heng ah." HAHHAHAHA :D anw, i dno why i dreamt of theresa nor my junior and his stupid maid that i nv see before. lololololol.

2) Dreamt of english O level. Was doing paper 1. bloody hell, questions shocked the hell out of me.

Q1: Describe your first taste of cake.
Q2: Describe the steps to a successful muffin.
Q3: Flour
Q4: Would you pick brownies over gingerbread man?

HAHAHHAHAA OK NOW IT SOUNDS DAMN RETARDED. but i really freaked out in my dream ok!! smmre i rmbr looking ard and everyone was happily writing away and i was like omgomgomgogmogmogmomg :OOOOOOOO then the examiner walked to me and said "do you need help? I've got some muffin recipies. do you want one?" omg i was daaaammnn happy when she said that lah. but anw the reciepies were of no use lah. hahahaha. aiyah damn stupid lah.

3) Dreamt of social studies paper. forgot what it was like, but anw thing is, all that i studied for didnt come out. hahahhaha. i think its because of the conversation i had with nurul m abt how social studies is not in our "to-do list" yet. hahhaha :D

Thats abt all i can rmbr. eh, all these happened in ONE night, how tiring ok. no wonder i woke up as groggy as could be. lololol.

****** END OF WEIRD DREAMS ENTRY******

oh so add math was ok. easier than prelims, but still one or two un-do-able questions but defo harder to score since A1 is like 85 marks or 90 even. :X tomorrow's chemistry, so im gonna go sleep now and nurse my headache and wake up at 8 and revise or sth. nothing's gonna go in now anws. better have an early night to make up for all the lost sleep last night! hmpfs. i hope all that my tutor said to me on sunday's still there. :/ hahhaha pls pls pls stay there. oh btw i made a careless mistake for add math. haha. one subject down! FIVE MORE TO GO :D

oh yay im having my very own first laptop soon! apparently im very behind times cos its no longer called laptop, its called notebook :/ anw the NOTEBOOK is to be brought to aust so have to get accustomed to it soon. anw i was telling my mum i wanted a mouse not those keypad mouse.

me: mummy rmbr to ask them give me mouse hor.
mum: huh mouse?! now not all is the keypad one meh.
me: aiyah i dono how to use lah.
mum: don't so lok kok (behind times) lah, use use awhile know how to use alr lah.you go everywhere want to bring mouse meh, later people laugh at you.
me: aiyah ok lor. then you better buy earlier, my hand so big, later the keypads i not used to typing then i have to type with one finger.
mum: you very troublesome leh. thought you all young people very fast accustomed one.
me: not me for technical stuff lah. aiyah buy me mouse lah. the keypad mouse so troublesome one. so hard to control. so pek chek.
mum: dont want lah! just get use to it!
me: huh....
mum: AIYAH OK LAH OK LAH. see they got give free one or not.

HAHAHA my mom is damn cheapskate lah. hahahha. but anw, they DO give free mouse! and if you dont want they mouse, they give you $100 rebate! HAHA of course take the $100 rebate lah, mouse only how much only. HAHAHA. shit i think im damn auntie. aiyah anw im damn excited cos i never had a laptop (ok fine notebook) before. so cool right! walau walau walau :D ok lah, i know some of you got laptop like eons ago alr, just let me get excited pls. :D

oh oh and my apartment is confirmed alr. omg so exciting. its the south building of lygon. and im staying on the first floor. OH OH and there's a lift lah chey. think only my block has since mine's 9 stories high. not very sure though doesnt affect me anw. mum's trying to get an upper floor though. more breezy.

mum: eh got gym, got swimming pool, got basketball court all those leh.
me: WAAAAAHHHH SOOOO GOOOD AH. LIKE CONDO LIKE THAT!
mum: yalor. so you better make good use of it. if not later you grow fat.

lololol walau.

bad headache, byebye :)

Monday, October 22, 2007



Add Math today was not too bad. :) BUT, this means that tomorrow's Paper 2 would be harder alr. :( Couldn't do the property value question, and the part (iv) of the dy/dx question to determine whether its a max or min pt. bling said she dno how to also, so she just anyhhow put. hahaha! shit i should have anyhow guess also! DAMN. :P and the cot x graph. i just did the normal integration way instead of using my part (i) answer cos i dno how to. hahaha i think im not gonna get the marks. lolol.

funny thing is i wasnt feeling the nerves for add math today, unlike for science prac which i totally freaked out the night before already. hmmm. i think im gonna have my nerves for science and humanities papers. gee boy.

yay nurul m also hasnt started hardcoring history yet :D

you know how everytime we have this sticker with people's name on the top right hand corner of the school's table? well, its our turns now with our names on it. oh why isit that for chinese Os we cldnt write our names but for this O levels we can? haha i think they think we might have relatives in MOE marking our chinese scripts but not in cambridge so we cld safely write our name. hahhaa no case of biasness here.

and the bloody exam chair is so high, i had to hunch my back so bad to write that my back hurts now. bloody hell, so high for what.

off to eat my mom's strawberry cheesecake icecream cake now :D having chilled boiled chicken wings now too. hahaha sorry im damn hungry cos i ate little for lunch lest i get sleeeepy during add math. hahaha hungryhungry.

I think prelims was scarier than O levels, somehow.

Much thanks to Javin for sending me the chinese version of this song :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Should I study history today? :S I'd have the whole of thursday to study for it.... HMMM. Having a headache now..... HMMM...

I think its a No.

OHHHHH MUMMY SAID SHE WAS VERYVERYVERYVERYVERYVERYVERYVERYVERYVERYVERYVERY touched by my letter that she cried alot of times :D:D:D:D:D i didnt dare look at her when she said that cos it made me want to cry to hear her say that so i just continued stabbing at my chicken. hahahhaa. oh yay so happy. :D

screw history. i wish i was more of a science person so i can like forsake my sshist cos its damn screwed. prelims was pure tyco.

Pls let add math be of the same standard tmr :)

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Just finished writing a 3 page long letter to my mummy for her birthday. Whilst writing the letter, I exhausted one little pile of mountain of tissue. All the tears that engulfed me whilst recollecting all that we've been through and how much she's done for me.

Papa and I collaborated to give mummy a surprise today, like we all pretend to forget her birthday :D then right after math tuition at 12.30, took aldrich's mum's lift to mrt and mrt-ed down to novena where i was to meet ms trisha at 1.30 for science tuition at TCC. So went to hagen dazs to reserve a strawberry cheesecake ;) and had on it inscribed "Happy birthday Mummy. We love you" :D:D:D:D then had some chicken spag and waited for ms trisha. Tuition was supposed to be longer today cos i cancelled last week but i thought untill 4.30 only. GUESS WHAT. it was alllllllllllllllll the way to 5.45 :S i think we got really sick of seeing each other's face alr lah. LOL. we both we like abit seigh alr and both very tired and pek chek. LOL. i was abit worried at first cos i was supposed to do mummy's letter at TCC till 530 (tuition supposedly to end at 430) but lucky tuition got dragged if not i cant imagine crying so badly at TCC and using sooo much of their napkins! lololol :P then ms trisha pei-ed me to collect the cake and i cabbed home cos i was afraid i was late for dinner.

surprisingly mummy didnt call me at all. which is weird, cos i didnt tell her at all where i was going and i was supposed to have tuition at home but cos its a "secret" so i only told my dad where i was, who i was with and what i was doing which is weird cos i never told him such stuff before, i usually only report to my mum. so it felt weird not having 427894328 missed calls on my hp after checking my hp aft tuition. lololololol.

once i reach home, lucky parents still sleeping. Collaborated with my maids to not let my mom near the freezer cos thats whr the ice cream cake is and then they'll bring the lighted cake out after fruits are served after dinner :D:D:D:D so exciting. then during dinner mummy asked where i went then i bluff her say ms trisha wanted me to tuition with her another student so tuition-ed outside today. mum thought i went out to study with bling. hahahah its weird cos if i really did its funny that she didnt scold me for not telling her first. i couldnt contain my smile while telling the lie lah. hahahha. i just focused on the chicken on my plate.

finaaaally fruits was served and with an excuse of getting water, i went to the kitchen to tell my maid to bring the cake out and went back to sit. 10 seconds later, the maids came out with the lighted candle and sang the birthday song as they walked out. walau i dono why but i felt like crying when they did that. soooo sweet and touching.

usually mum's bday is quite forgotten. i feel damn bad about it, this is the first year we actually have a cake for her. i'll never neglect her birthday again. i apologised to her just now that i was sorry that we always didnt care about her birthday and it wont happen again. and she said she was really touched and happy :):):):):) she loved the cake btw! Phew.

oh oh she said sth like "aiyah, you just buy one tub of ice cream and stick one candle on it also can lor. no need go to this extent one lah." and i retorted "walau, if i buy those tub ice cream, you will be as happy as now meh.." hahaha then she smiled :D and she said she very touched that my dad and i acty collaborated and put in effort for her (even though it was not much) :) can see that she was very happy today. :) I'm glad we made her day after all the not-so-good things happening. :)

and charcoal joins in the fun and kisses the birthday girl/woman! :D



Happy Birthday Mummy, We Love You. :)


I put four candles only and i told mummy "you're never a day older than 40 to me." WHICH IS TRUE BTW. i always keep thinking she's 40 -.- since like, primary 6. HAHAHHAA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY,
WE WONT NEGLECT YOUR BIRTHDAY EVER AGAIN :)

One thing I never said to you,
I love you.
Having random conversations with people are damn fun :D

I asked 3 different girls to go out and study with me at 12.25am.

Huiwen:

me: hey do you want to go out and study?
huiwen: hahaha sure!

OMG I TELL YOU, MY HEART FLIPPED AND NEARLY JUMPED OUT WHEN SHE SAID SURE! Then you know what.. i realised cos i forgot to put a "now" after my study. -.- She thought i meant tmr. False alarm! but it did make me high in a weird/ wrong way! HAHAHHA:D

Nurul M:

me: hey, ask you as question, please don't flip.
nurul m: yeah ok.
me: do you want to go out and study, now?
nurul m: NOW?! Sorry, I flipped.

HAHAHAHA :D then we continued having chats on tailors, jellies, marriage, our common "faith" in Os and bachelors and bachelorrettes and everything random under the sun :D its damn nice talking to her :D

Doreen Chau:

Hhahaha it was weird asking her but i just had to give it a shot. lolol but we ended up talking about sakae sushi and some tips to prepare for a heavy lunch, and queer thoughts in typing in chinese and happy caps-ing with each other lolololol :D oh and my equation on how "weird" it is to ask her. hahahhaha.

******

Great, I haven't studied the whole day. And its 1:17am now. And I'm gonna heed Yusheng's advice to "JUST START LA" and go shower and grab a cuppa tea and do leau's chem paper if not my tutor's gonna screw my alive tmr for not doing a single chem paper at all. :S

yay tuition tmr at velocity! :D first time having tuition outside home ;) this is to my convinience of buying the cake later without my mommy knowing :D
he says:
girls...haiz
He says:
dont understand guys
He says:
we're simple yet u all think so complicated
He says:
u all are so complicated but we think simple

Wise teachings! Haha!

"Now only 745am, you rush untill like you going Olympics like that."
HAHAHHAHAHA :D i know ure reading this, i think what you said about this is damn funny lah. made me laughed out loud in the bus and everybody turned to stare! LOL!

Saturday, October 20, 2007

TOMORROW'S MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY! :D:D

papa and i planned a secret birthday party for her! :D actually not rly lah, i just told my dad that we shd share and buy a bday cake for my mom tmr and i'll go plan and buy and stuff :D so i wanted to take $25 from him cos the cake's $80 and there's 3 of us but being the usual papa, he gave me $100 and said that since i'm the one going out to buy and stuff then he shall pay. :D hahaha i think he knows im damn ngiao with my money lah. LOL. sth like "他出钱我出力" hahahha :D its the first time we ever did sth like that. usually mommy's birthday is kind of "fade in the backgrd kind" no cakes and stuff cos usually its ard the exam period and she doesnt rly mind. BUT, i know if we did celebrate it for her, she'd be damn happy :D she just dont want to 麻烦 us only. i guess thats the way it is, we always take our moms for granted and know that she'll always love and forgive us no matter what. This year rly hasn't been her year, so I thought I rly should do sth for her to make her happy even for just one day :) Cos she has always been bearing with my tempers and moodswings and always so patient and kind, and always cooking good meals to make me happy :D and always giving me some of the world's greatest advice :D

i hope the person allows me to write nice stuff on the cake! make mom happy! then i gonna write a long nice and touching letter to her for tmr :D then she wont be jealous for what i did for my dad's bday! HAHA :P

had steak for dinner! Yums :D